Ophelia

You stayed in my brain I don't want our lives to change Will I see you again? It feels like the walls are crashing down And I need the weight of my emptiness to come on down It's been way too long Will I ever feel your love again I cannot be rewind Time is killing me, slowly I am realizing Maybe you infected me with what won't be Can it ever hold All the parts we tore within ourselves Will we ever find Can we mend the pain inside our minds? Will we ever be When I cannot hold you, there is no peace You did this to me And without you, I'm in misery Misery needed me All the times I wanted this to fade Can I start again Re-evaluate my only friend Now I'm left alone Now it feels like I've lost my own home You were all I wanted But it feels like there's no going back I've searched so long The light evades my gaze It's seems as though Sanctity invades me, forced in this shell, the shackles burn like hell I feel, discarded, why did you walk away So much for a better day, In absence I won't find my way So much for memories Everything is thrown away I've searched so long The light evades my gaze It's seems as though Sanctity invades me, forced in this shell, the shackles burn like hell I feel, discarded, why did you walk away So much for a better day, In absence I won't find my way So much for memories Everything is thrown away So much for a better day In absence I won't find my way So much for memories Everything is thrown away Maybe I am delusional Break myself with thoughts I've built of me I can't decide the destiny, I'm free Free of all the things I'd like to see Leave me alone, unclean