Nothingoutloud

Right Can't seem to feel anymore / never thought I would reach this (kind of) sore No way to make me feel, to make me see, to make me reach it Can't feel the fire anymore / I’d like to burn my skin to the core There's no fucking way, there's not even just a place where I can be, no place that I can see Deep down I feel and know ther's something unwell and I see My surroundings are being pulled off from all sanity and me Then I come back and put some tracks, nothing can calm me down I would bless the day, but I’ve lost my faith, I’m lucifer underground And the more that I feel, I’m screaming loud / but no one seems to hear, nothing out loud And the more that I see, I wanna die / when the great wolf is sick, the whole pack says goodbye And the more that I feel, I’m screaming loud / but no one seems to hear, nothing out loud And the more that I see, I wanna die / when the great wolf is sick, the whole pack says goodbye Mother, forgive me for I am not what you wanted Father, forgive me for I am what you hated Sister, forgive me for I am exactly what you feared Friends, forgive me for I will always be a souvenir Right Can't seem to feel anymore / never thought I would reach this sore No "make me feel", no "make me see", don't make me reach it Can't feel the fire anymore / I like to burn my skin to the core There's no fucking way, there's not even just a place where I can be, no one that I can see And the more that I feel, I’m screaming loud / but no one seems to hear, nothing out loud And the more that I see, I wanna die / when the great wolf is sick, the whole pack says goodbye And the more that I feel, I’m screaming loud / but no one seems to hear, nothing out loud And the more that I see, I wanna die / when the great wolf is sick, the whole pack says goodbye Mother, forgive me for I am not what you wanted Father, forgive me for I am just what you hated Sister, forgive me for I am exactly what you feared Friends, forgive me for I will always be a souvenir There is no way that I could have seen this There is no fucking way at all