Not So Easy

Things to be learned That throw you to the ground Feelings and desires You have no control of A storm in your head An agony that consumes you It feels like your heart Is going to explode It’s not as easy As you thought The clock is running fast You are stuck in your bed Fighting your thoughts Another sleepless night That emptiness inside Tears of despair You just want the one you love To hold your hand It’s not as easy As you thought It’s not getting easier As you thought You try to express how you feel But it cannot be translated You get on your knees, tired of proving That the love you feel is greater than anything Another day, another night You just want to live a beautiful dream But you are alone in this dark place Screaming, desperate to leave Another glass My medicine at night Maybe someday The words that I say Will have a place Deep in your heart But now I’m confused I don't know where I am It seems that I’m walking In the fields of Valhalla Is it a dream Or have I passed away? But now I’m free from The weight of that life Yes, I would do it all Over again