No Air

He perdido la cuenta de los días, Todos son grises, nublosos… ya no hay aire dentro de esta habitación. No consigo sentir el tacto de mi piel cuando mis manos acarician mi cuerpo. Me siento perdida, me he perdido entre las horas, me he perdido entre las lágrimas que ahora son ríos que inundan este lugar de oscuridad. Quiero beberme estos sentimientos, quiero tragarme mi rabia, mi ira, siento que no puedo gritar más, no me quedan fuerzas para continuar, me ahogo, ya no aire que respirar, ya no hay mundo que acariciar. Lost count / lost days / all are shades of gray there is no air / in this room / anymore / anymore i can't feel / touch my skin / hands on body / i feel none i get lost / between hours / between days / i don't know Everything vanishes / everything rots can't breathe anymore, i need out / i need out of here, get me out of here there's so much / I need to do / I need to feel / I want to feel there's so much / and I can't do it / I need to feel / I want to feel Myself in tears / which are now rivers / which flood this place / with darkness I want to drink these feelings / i want to swallow my anger I feel like / I can't scream / i have no strength / left to keep on I choke / there is no air / there is no more world to suffer me Everything vanishes / everything rots can't breathe anymore, i need out / i need out of here, get me out of here there's so much / i need to do / i need to feel / i want to feel there's so much / and i can't do it / I need to feel / I want to feel