Next of Kin to Chaos

Stuck in the learning hole There is no teaching that I can subscribe to Just the hatred of being afraid Trapped in a nightmare Nothing can alter this Just another daydream Calendar sadness Lucid, inducing swarm Becoming closer but getting colder The caustic grip insane Trapped in a nightmare Nothing can alter this Just another daydream Calendar sadness Lucid induced Lucid induced Pre-shaping destiny Hiding inside of me Primate illusions of how all this should be Pre-shaping destiny Hiding inside of me Primate illusions of how all this should be Next of kin to chaos Next of kin to chaos Stuck in the learning hole There is no teaching that I can subscribe to Just the hatred of being afraid Trapped in a nightmare Nothing can alter this Just another daydream Calendar sadness Lucid induced Lucid induced Pre-shaping destiny Hiding inside of me Primate illusions of how all this should be Pre-shaping destiny Hiding inside of me Primate illusions of how all this should be Next of kin to chaos Next of kin to chaos