Never to Reveal

Turning to the right, feel it getting tight Demand of the heart, my hands rip apart I'm so afraid, my welcome overstayed Never find a way to make all this O.K. Sleepless nights, I am forever awake Just one taste--won't let it go to waste The way I feel--Never to reveal Just one taste-of my own space Fucking sick of this, hope my tongue don't slip Familiar trips, loosen up its grip Instinct never worked anyway, what I've seen I just can't say My sight's been taken, my eyes betray Just one taste--won't let it go to waste The way I feel--Never to reveal Just one taste-of my own space My hands at my back, pushing violent acts The truth an artifact The rabbit in the hat Kicking out this make believe Dedicate a new belief The risk runs high, but I've gotta try Hold it all inside, until the day I die