My Nerves, Your Everyday Tool

Where do you go when you've given it all and your mind declares a collapse You've turned every page in an infected book and wasted every good advice How long Does it take for you to realize your limitations? How strong Will I come off if I tell you to kiss your shield goodbye? Time is nothing, presence is all You're here for something, make the call There is a truth that only you can retrieve Stop draining yourself And be the one to ignite Play the victim one more time You've unlocked yourself But won't see the line Shutting yourself down every time Bury yourself till the end of time These words are mine (There's nobody else who can...) They will consume you dry To the core Last time hereinafter Last time, I will go alone, I will Spare the pain, a life disaster Never live through I distant soul My nerves, your everyday tool I won't serve cause I broke no rules Last time hereinafter Last time, I will go alone All I hear is just a silent scream Of true desperation Let me break it to you You won't make it through Do you see where it's going? All you left behind The universe is turning Every minute last forever A conspiracy with time Though I feel I've been learning to strive These words are mine (There's nobody else who can...) They will consume you dry Last time hereinafter Last time, I will go alone, I will Spare the pain, a life disaster Never live through I distant soul My nerves, your everyday tool I won't serve cause I broke no rules Last time hereinafter Last time, I will go alone I will never deceive myself