My Final Embrace

lying within a cold, damp room all my memories lay in here remain frozen and out of reach another bottle filled with the sorrow of yesterday you left me here so long ago living off flashbacks and self doubt I heard the door creek I turned and saw you with sweat dripping from your head tears rolling from your eyes your hands shaking with a gun in your palms pointing towards me... I look into your eyes and walk up to you guiding your gun to my head I thank you one last time before I take my last breath as you pull the trigger memories... scattered all over the floor my body, bleeding out on the floor I was always nothing my loveless soul released from it's cage cry by my bloody body and hold my hands in yours don't call 999 and let me embrace my death