My Dreams Are Dead

Rehashing goodbye How many times can I Make a move and why As much as I have suffered I know my time to let go Overstaying welcome Has been this season of sickness I can only fall Into this suffering For so long Before I must make my decision I can no longer allow myself To mourn a memory Needlessly I cling to it It festers like a syncope It never led me anywhere But places low like old despair and death I can't grow If dying from the past There comes a point in life Where must release my grasp You've only poisoned me And taken years away The sickness in your soul Breeding disarray You're numb and you lack compassion Your empathy dies without reason Neglecting to feel Is anything real Nothing inside you is sacred The hole that you've dug for us all Will soon be the cause of your own downfall I will not wait any longer For you to change the tides All this letdown wasn't easy Cause letting go nearly destroyed me But I had to come to terms with the ugliness Disguised as beauty I hope that you're happy You're damaged You killed off the once lived in vibrance Scrape out the ship The sight of those beautiful memories We shared with no cure The cancer inside you complete The sickness inside you it feeds Until you get just what you just want to feed All the things that you deserve is worth cynically I can't grow If I'm m dying from the past There comes a point in life Where I must release my grasp You've only poisoned me And taken years away The sickness in your soul Breeding disarray You're numb and you lack compassion Your empathy dies without reason Neglecting to feel, is anything real Nothing inside you is sacred The hole that you dug for us all Will soon be the cause of your own downfall I will not wait any longer For you to change the tides You'll be the one to fan the flames In the misery consuming Just want to feel you thoughts If the anger is what you need Because otherwise you'll feel nothing Fed upon the vibrance Granted only me negativity I'll never forget the pain you gave me I can't grow If I'm dying from the past There comes a point in life Where I must release my grasp You've only poisoned me And taken years away The sickness in your soul Breeding disarray You're numb and you lack compassion Your empathy dies without reason Neglecting to feel, is anything will Nothing inside you is sacred The hole that you dug for us all Will soon be the cause of your own downfall I will not wait any longer For you to change the tides