Mother Fml

If taking pills would kill my enemies I'd overdose just to watch them die I never knew how your God was good to me All he ever did was fucking lie Born in the hell of a hollow shell my life I never knew how to get outside. Those overtaking thoughts are crushing me All I wanna know are the reasons why No luck No one to give a fuck No chance in hell No conquering the storm I thought I'd told you To just walk away I am a lost cause. Within the disarray How's about I'm fine as I look you in the eyes As I tell you all the eyes so that you can sleep at night But if you the pain that I carry deep inside You would see that I am closer to a damn suicide If taking pills would kill my enemies I'd overdose just to watch them die I never knew how your God was good to me All he ever did was fucking lie Born in the hell of a hollow shell my life. I never knew how to get outside Those overtaking thoughts are crushing me All I wanna know are the reasons why My instinct tells me to just run away I'm facing charges internally every day How's about we sit and talk about life. As if it's so glorious Glorious Glorious Glory be to God of a failure that I am within my soul Put me in the hole cause I'm down enough to know I'll fall If taking pills would kill my enemies I'd overdose just to watch them die I never knew how your God was good to me All he ever did was fucking lie Born in the hell of a hollow shell my life I never knew how to get outside Those overtaking thoughts are crushing me All I wanna know are the reasons why No pictures I'm sick of the paparazzi A frenzy their feeding upon me I'm fucking fine there are no feelings in my head As I wish that I was dead there were so many things Inside I couldn't add up And I've never been good at math So I guess I get to run away Run away from all the things that fucking plague me within