Monolith

for years and years i wandered aimlessly i've found and lost the only beacon of light no hope, no progress, only dwelling on the past it's time to stop, my future is a coffin every morning starts with self-loathing envying people who can feel themselves happy no joy, pointless torment endless sorrow and solitude it's time to stop bury myself underneath my memory it's time to stop and find relief behind my final agony i am a grieving graveyard statue apathetic and timeless i am the monolith of anguish i am the tombstone