Memory Pain

It serves me right to suffer It serves me right to be alone It serves me right to suffer It serves me right to be alone cause I´m livin with the memories of the days thats passed and gone Everytime I see a woman You know it makes me think about mine Everytime I see a woman You know it makes me think about mine and the way she used to treat me people I just can`t keep stop cryin I don`t seem well and I´m absent I hardly sleep at all my ??? puttin`me on a headache of nicotin and alcohol It serves me right to suffer It serves me right to be alone It serves me right to suffer It serves me right to be alone cause I'm living with the memories Of the days thats passed and gone (Ainsley Dunbar Retaliation)1969?