Mechanical Mind

Wake up and fall into dementia! External clash from all around My spirit surges from underground Red blooded eyes, all becomes real I'm coming out, from dead asleep Pressurized, panic hype Sickening cold Indisposed soul Memory strikes, a lightning bolt Across my mind, the pattern rolls Inside the rules, besides the fear My head is like a battlefield Petrified. Fossilized Shaking bones Turning to stone Ahhh can't explain what is wrong Ahhh can't describe what is going on Can't decide, can't decide what is wright, can't decide, can't decide if I'm down Can't decide, can't decide day and night, can't decide can't decide, if I'm so low Can't decide, can't decide is it bad, can't decide, can't decide, me or you Can't decide, can't decide, that's about it, leave me here In the distance, I can see myself in the fog of nothingness Breaking down the wall between my home and my consciousness In this realm of reality, I am forced to obey and connect With entities who live in this bad dream, I want to forget. Ahhhh! It just won't get out of me, I just can't get out of me! Ahhhh! Na na na! The night arrives, the guilt inside, the worms of mind, scarred me for life The night became a song, the same, the screams, the blame, the wall of shame Why am I? No reason why, time's not a friend, leads me to the end