Looking Outside Inside

Is this the one, who thought it was insane, coming down against it all? Didn't want it, didn't need it, didn't want it. Twisted face of fading beauty, count the cost of suffering. Cannot see the day before you, only feel what's deep inside. Try to change, it makes no difference. Didn't want it, didn't need it, didn't want it... Let me go... Looking outside inside, craving for something. Hoping for anything, I'll believe in anything. Who has eyes that see, who wants to believe, in something, in anything, in one thing, in freedom? Looking outside inside... Self-assist pandemonium, broken promises. Tired of life, flying high, you caught me in your eye. Disintegrated, incinerated, this is not how I want to be. Too much is coming through, someone please tell me what to do. Looking outside inside...