Long Wilt

In this cold room I sit alone Breathe in, breathe out I feel the years passing me by There's no tomorrow Only seconds of misery Lost in my thoughts Lost in my thoughts again Drown in a sea, wilting Down on myself I peak with the flames Close my eyes and try to block it out Stuck in my head Stuck in a loop Of yesterday's pain It's hard to let go Breathe for awhile Bleed for the sake of it Fall to the floor Kicking myself Wont you fall with me down Fall to the hell I'm in Wont you fall farther down Into the hell I'm in Fall farther down Sinking below Long dark day Drown in the wayside