Livpest -

I cant bare this life anymore The things ive seen, said and done The things i never want to remember Feeding my self destruction, feeling life drift from me I want to release myself, relenquish all this agony Ill take this pistol to my head Finish what is left of me! Ive been told before the end you regret what youve done but i feel no remorse against myself for whats about to become I remember my life as it is, or rather, as it was i tried... i tried... I remember everything, even the thoughts that ive tried to push aside, especially now. I had a existance granted to me A chance that i threw away At least i didnt become a monster and try to hurt others. But none of it matters any more. Everything im leaving behind is only material. I wish i could share this pain with others Maybe it could change the world But i know it cant. All i wish is to say sorry, for everything ive done. Goodbye (x3) I cant bare this life anymore The things ive seen, said and done The things i never want to remember Feeding my self destruction, feeling life drift from me I want to release myself, relenquish all this agony Ill take this pistol to my head Finish what is left of me! Ive been told before the end you regret what youve done but i feel no remorse against myself for whats about to become I remember my life as it is, or rather, as it was i tried... i tried... I remember everything, even the thoughts that ive tried to push aside, especially now. I had a existance granted to me A chance that i threw away At least i didnt become a monster and try to hurt others. But none of it matters any more. Everything im leaving behind is only material. I wish i could share this pain with others Maybe it could change the world But i know it cant. All i wish is to say sorry, for everything ive done. Goodbye (x3)