Light Begins to Fade

These flowers left waiting by my side As I waited for you Has been here for ages And have slowly started To decay My heart has grown cold My lungs have lost all oxygen Not a single breath Escapes my lungs Not a single word Escapes my mouth I still tell myself The feelings will fade Everything still compressed itself It feels so obscene How you left without a goodbye I try to tell myself Things will get better But even then The memories still haunt me The pain in your voice Never leaves my mind Not a single breath Escapes my lungs Not a single word Escapes my mouth Everyday I waited And left opened wounds Until my bones became exposed From refusing to eat I used to believe in you I used to know you... When you returned You wanted more Than I can ever give But when you saw me I was lying lifeless All the colours left my eyes Blood stained carpets Blood on my hands An incision in my throat Condone my endless torment