Last Time

Desperate for the day Craving for that high Denying the addiction It rules my life Want to disappear Crawl inside the mind Vanish from the light One more I swear Last time again I don't need this Can't help myself One more I swear I don't want this suffering All you say Won't make it go away Killing by myself I'm not here to stay Already crossed that line Lucky I'm alive Climbed out from the bottom Can't rule my life Never far behind Closer every time I'm the one who saved me One more I swear Last time again I don't want this Can't help myself Last time Building something so much stronger All you say Won't make it go away Killing by myself I'm not here to stay Already crossed that line Lucky I'm alive Climbed out from the bottom Can't rule my life Never far behind Closer every time I'm the one who'll save me The voice, it speaks It's haunting me To change my need Won't let me be Try to change my ways A little bit each day Searching for redemption Won't rule my life Beaten, payed the price Fought to stay alive I found out my worth Won't rule my life