King of the Threshold

Choking on nothing, hands turning cold. The deeper the mind goes the deeper the hole. I'm reaching a point where no one else goes. My fate seems to be split in half, can't control it at all. Words turn to ashes, comfort won't help. Pointless to reach out, I'm losing myself. All I know is I wish this could end, get rid of this feeling and stop to pretend. Let me try to understand as I've failed to be someone I'm not. It's so real, I've been fooled once again, I've been forced to feel. It's like I'm not present, it's like I'm not here. A voice calls with vengeance, I am lost with the fear. Searching for meaning, searching within. The lust that was broken has vanished again. Feels like a set up with no one to trust. The pictures I'm seeing won't leave till they're loved. So let me try to understand as I've failed to be someone I'm not. It's so real, I've been fooled once again, I've been forced to feel. And now I wonder what's become of me, is it the truth that was found? Whatever it is, I won't respect the sound of giving things up. Choking on nothing, hands turning cold. The deeper the mind goes the deeper the hole. I'm reaching a point where no one else goes. My fate seems to be split in half, can't control it at all. Let me try to understand as I've failed to be someone I'm not. It's so real, I've been fooled once again, I've been forced to feel. So let me... Fuck it all!