Judgement of Heaven

A lonely cry for help reaching out for help to anyone A silent prayer to God to help you on your way I've been depressed so long It's hard to remember when I was happy I've felt like suicide a dozen times or more But that's the easy way, that's the selfish way The hardest part is to get on with your life You're searching in the dark clutching at straws to find a way You take the Tarot cards and throw them to the wind You question your beliefs, your inner thoughts, your whole existence And if there is a God then answer if you will And tell me of my fate, tell me of my place Tell me if I'll ever rest in peace If you could live your life again Would you change a thing or leave all the same If you had the chance again Would you change a thing at all When you look back at your past Can you say that you are proud of what we've done Are there times when you believe That the right you thought was wrong All of my life I have believed Judgment of Heaven is waiting for me All of my life now I have believed Judgment of Heaven awaits for me All of my life I have believed Judgment of heaven is waiting for me Is waiting for me... (Harris)