Ithinkimfallingagain

One shall fall with all darkness inside One shall feel the thousand fights of the mind And when one can't bear, the fire shall light it all And one shall watch his skin fall I think that I’m falling again / I thought I was flying I think that I’m falling again / and I still am used to the pain Do you remember, when we used to sleep, we would fly away from all And even if sometimes, our heart has stopped, we were not scared of a fall Then I feel the same, but every day, and I’m conscious along the way I can see the ground closer to my face, and I can't fucking go away I think I’m falling again / I’ve got too much to say I think I’m falling again / I’ve got too much to bear I wake up at night, without someone to hug, and the whole room seems so strange And I’ve done it all more than a thousand times and the outcomes never change That I can't fucking sleep, not anymore, and them pills don't help at all And sometimes I wish that my heart would stop, cause I’m not scared of a fall I think I’m falling again / I’ve got too much to say I think I’m falling again / I’ve got too much to bear I remember since my birth (I can't fall asleep) Wanted to be able to see But I was compromised at first (I can't fall asleep) I fucked up at seventeen, and I’m still paying my debt to be I think I’m falling again