It's Time to Say Goodbye​.​.​.

It's time to say goodbye... or so I thought it's like the sound of your voice haunts me in my dreams I should have left this world for good but it's like you wanted me here even if you're gone... ever since we have parted ways the woods never felt the same and the fields have died in the mourning of Summer's Autumn it's like the joy from you kept everything alive my sleep died with you my dreams are no longer dreams and I've lost all drive all motivation to keep going no matter how much I tell myself I do not need you it's like deep down I know that I regret pushing you away I try to get by I try to keep it all together but you're gone... we're done... I pushed you away... maybe if I carve your name into my wrists it'll make it alright or give me some closure maybe if I keep all the pictures look back while I overdose it's like you'll be there with me... while I wither... it's like you're in... all my favourite songs... I'm sorry.... I know you hate me..... I'm sorry...