It Ain't like That

There I was, laid out on a table Screamin' sweat and bare feet to the floor In my life, I'd not soften Things that cut, and burn so often But I sit, think of somethin' Scared to face, the dyin' nothin' See the cycle I've waited for It ain't like that anymore Where I go is when I feel I'm able How I fight is why I'm feelin' sore In my sight, not forgotten Feel as though, a tooth were rotten Behind the smile, a tongue that's slippin' Buzzards cry, when flesh is rippin' See the cycle I've waited for It ain't like that anymore Here I sit writing on the paper Trying to make the words you can't ignore In my mind, what I'm lacking Score at face, a ten for slacking Sign the deal, set in motion Smaller fish, so huge the ocean See the cycle I've waited for It ain't like that anymore