Internal Torment

Trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside Can't express my feelings, the pain I must hide My body possessed by an unseen force Crippled for life As I try to speak my voice... No physical pain you will feel Is this mental insanity real? (Chorus) No future an obscenity Why was I chosen to suffer? Hoping I wake up and the curse has left my soul Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter I writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why...? Not allowed to make decisions If only I could tell them all I can think In my afterlife, I'll rise again Destroy all the ones who laughed Kill them all... Able to think, flex my limbs, talk and socialise, live my life