Internal Landscapes

"And I felt myself going, I was in a great deal of pain. It was a very frightening experience, I began to slip. I just started to feel myself going, and I remember trying to hold on, “I'll be ok, I'll be ok”, and it got to a point where I just couldn't. Everything began to just become very quiet, and I can remember with every ounce of strength I had, I wanted to say goodbye to my wife. It was important to me! I did, I remember just turning my head, and looking at her and saying: “I'm gonna die, Goodbye Joan” and I did... It was then that I experienced, experienced what we call a near death experience, for me there was nothing near about it, it was there. It was a total immersion in light, brightness, warmth, peace, security. I did not have an out-of-body-experience, I did not see my body or anyone about me. I just immediately went into this, beautiful bright light. It's difficult to describe, as a matter of fact it's impossible to describe, verbally it cannot be expressed, it’s something which becomes you and you become it. I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness, it was part of me". Goodbye my friend, life will never end. I feel like you, and I breathe on truth. Love is the life breath, of all I see. Love is true life, inside of me. I know you somehow, as I hold you in my heart. There’s a fire in the sky, and I know it’s you. There`s a light, it`s all around, and I know it`s you, I know it`s you. I dream like you, because I believe in truth. For I was always there, I will always be there. "It's just so beautiful. It was eternity, it's like I was always there, and I will always be there. That my existence on earth, was just a very brief, instant... I could say that I was peace, I was love, I was the brightness, it was part of me".