Insomnia

Untested emotions Becoming the past forever In evening devotion I’m praying to stop Recalling the old memories My feelings are open I’m taking a breath Insomnia is coming Exciting my mind Exciting my fears My wasted illusions Becoming the past forever I come to conclusion Long years of love are fated to stay just a dream My feelings are open I’m taking a breath I want to rent the road to nowhere My conscience is led by lonely way of my despair I want to rent the road to unknown Forgetting my past, becalming heart, becalming soul