In Search for I

It hurts to think Can't get the sums together Would you draw my bitterness Make the pictures fade Could it be that I see What's beneath when we fall The truth in ever I'm scared that I'll be Will time open my vault New solution, I'm begging Break the fuse that holds me back The I is lost in me But I'm ready to give you The m, it might even be the e As I begin to search for I Distract, push me in another direction This wall that I stare into It's getting old Give me faith to reach for the new Pull me apart and do me all over I'll need a re-make To make up for my mistakes What if I stop to care? What if I let you fall?