In My Darkest Hour

In my hour of need, ha, no, you were not there And though I reached out for you, wouldn’t lend a hand Through the darkest hour, grace did not shine on me Feel so cold, very cold, no one cares for me Did you ever think I get lonely Did you ever think that I needed love Did you ever think to stop thinking You’re the only one that I’m thinking of You’ll never know how hard I tried To find my space and satisfy you too Things will be better when I’m dead and gone Don’t try to understand, knowing you, I’m probably wrong But oh, how I lived my life for you, still you turned away Now as I die for you, my flesh still crawls as I breathe your name All these years I thought I was wrong, now I know it was you Raise your head, raise your face, your eyes, tell me who you think you are? I walk, I walk alone into the promised land There’s a better place for me but it’s far, far away Everlasting life for me in a perfect world, but I gotta die first Please God send me on my way Time has a way of taking time Loneliness is not only felt by fools Alone I call to ease the pain Yearning to be held by you, alone, so alone, I’m lost Consumed by the pain The pain, the pain, the pain Won’t you hold me again You just laughed, “ha ha”, bitch My whole life is work built on the past But the time has come when all things shall pass This good thing passed away