I Want to Fucking Kill Myself

Lies come crashing through The floodgates Battering me day by day Just a pathetic waste I am I will never live up to anything at all I lose everyone Who is ever close to me Why do I push everyone away I've embraced this sadness Over a hundred times Maybe I am destined to die sad and alone And I don't know when things Will get better Severed ties too many times Now I regret letting go Everyone watch As I try to break and reach the surface When this world always puts me last I will stop my heart beating Maybe that way I can see some proof I could have died happy Maybe next time I will think things through In the end All I wanted was someone To listen and be there In the end All my friends have left So long ago