I Am Not Complete

Woe! distress still lives / Mindless decision Filled with unseen holes / Crippling depression Constant light / Bloodshot eyes Can't see the shapes, can't see the world / A corner, fetal, out cries Giving a rope, scratching the throat, there is no antidote Breathing the secret that keeps one from thinking about self cutthroat I feel / That no one sees what I see in this light I'd creep in the shadows / So I would meet fate and rip off its fire Understand me as I mean no harm / I just want a piece of euphoria Cause the darkness still lingers and bring self loathing. I need out Bring me the spices that ruined my world, let me go down with it Why can't I be just another one to reach this fucking pit What have I become? I've said this words too much I don't even remember, like nothing happened and such I speak in simple tongues, don't hold it against me But I've seen my youth ripped from me, I live but I'm not complete I'm not complete