Hell of Disillusion

I'm sitting in my chamber staring at the floor Hammering my head against the wall I'm screaming at the mirror scrawling signs into the air Tears running down my face I'm feeling so scared Watch me cry Ask me why Watch me die My life is such a lie Hell, hell Hell of disillusion Die, die Hell of disillusion My hands are full of blood, the mirror lies broken What have I done, my guilt is unspoken My mind stays alone, my fate turns to hate Lifeless eyes, about a life I did take