Heartbroken.exe

Check my pulse I feel dead inside With these knives inside my back I can't seem to Find meaning through Everything I've seen you do to me to make me seem weak But I'm hanging on by a thread of life I got my my consciousness It's searing like a hot knife In the back of the brain Am I going insane Is there a way to maintain through the pain It hit me hard like shards of glass, inside my broken dreams Shattered thoughts of what might be You walked away from me Now I see these dying dreams These portraits of no family I'm waking up to find You killed all of my dreams Masquerading iron will But I can't mask that I can't feel Because it's seems to always represent the thoughts in my head I wish they'd all go away Because I know she wants me dead Because I'm fucked up I need a little good luck charm For the harm that she'd done unto me Without rhyme or reason Tis the season I'm bleeding for her act of treason Still this rest it haunts me Inside my mind it won't let me be See me in the thoughts of better days But I know I wish it'd all go away It hit me hard like shards of glass inside my broken dreams Shattered thoughts of what might be You walked away from me Now I see, these dying dreams These portraits of no family I'm waking up to find You killed all of my dreams Got a heart like a cold morgue Now I'm dying what for Sold I can't take no more Slab lab dab whore