Heading for Internal Darkness

Down with the gods, angels and demons, Away with the folly of holy madness Off with the prophets of new rebirth Out with the promise of life after death Where devil became another lie Where deities crumble into dust Where systems are but a grain of dust Where I am the one that can't decide In with the void from out of the space Ahead with the light that leads nowhere On with the collapse of world and word Up with the plunge into myself There I can die my seven deaths There I should flourish in my decline There I must lose the stairs of fate There I will remember how to forget Deeper and deeper, never come back Harder and harder, until it burns Calmer and calmer, this is the quest Softer and softer, velvet embrace Self-forced transmigration Wilful deconstruction Blackened emigration I am heading for internal darkness No toouch, no sight, no smell, no taste Without the body, without the soul Rid of all memory, rid of all hope That's all I want, why cannot I?