Had to (Leave)

So you were with us until the last minute And then you were gone from here And I watched and I just figured out That I will never see you again I had a choice You had to leave into the night This was my choice It’s so hard to explain what I meant when I said that I wanted you dead But I saw you fuck up, and I just can’t get back the feeling I had for you I had a choice You had to leave into the night This was my choice So I put all my strength into my only will It was the only thing to do And now I only regret that I cried ‘Cause you would never do that for me I had a choice You had to leave into the night This was my choice