Gloomy Ideations

I'm hydroplaning off the edge of a cliff Below me lurks the currents of an impending end I see the horizon just above the blackness It's looking a bit darker still and I find My internal thoughts committing treason Without reason in my head Below this torrid city lurks ghosts of the past I cannot outlast them but I just fall back Into the records of the forgotten And now I know before I see it it'll be too late The avalanche of time takes me Deep below the surface drowning Vibrant look in my eyes, now cold, I'm drowning Just a walk through the park, now I made it to the dawn Look over there, you can see the lost souls being tortured What a grim day And past here we have the never-after Another fun trip down memory lane Tortured by all these dreams they slain Controller, another body in the coffin Yeah I must have left the currents To fall into the darkest misery Losing sight of who I was, I'm starting to panic With the pressure of societal norms being put upon me I don't want to die in the normalcy They cut me off, then brought me back, then cut me off a little bit more Every time I'm pulled back the wounds get deeper and I feel the blade cutting me within Soon there'll be nothing left of this poor soul being harvested So they can laugh at the damage done, by the years I can't outrun Life is just a cold knife being twisted in the back of my spine I can feel the nerve damage and it's getting on my ever-loving, ever-loving nerves Now I see I'm just a passenger in a car that I'm driving off this ledge You feel me coming off the overpass splattered on the sidewalk just like what I thought I'd be Deep below the surface drowning Vibrant look in my eyes, now cold, I'm drowning Just a walk through the park, now I made it to the dawn Look over there, you can see the lost souls being tortured What a grim day