Forever Lost in Vain

Like a flash from a distance I learned to prevail Over all those dark moments, I set the sails I learned to believe it, I learned to deny Which was nothing but running away from the tide This life has been shattered next to something better This life has made up with its soul Next time I will deal with the storm that gathered All the thoughts that came up on their own Can someone give me an answer About the choices I've made? Cause I can't think anymore These thoughts are buried forever Deep down in emotional graves Forever lost in vain Turning points are glowing with their absence since there's No hope of finding my way What may lurk in the shadows while I'm in here waiting? Something better than I've already seen? Can someone give me an answer About the choices I've made? Cause I can't think anymore These thoughts are buried forever Deep down in emotional graves Forever lost in vain So do I truly deserve something better? (Way better than this) This weight on my shoulders still matters (Matters to me) After all these years through the never I can feel how it all comes together Can someone give me an answer About the choices I've made? Cause I can't think anymore These thoughts are buried forever Deep down in emotional graves Forever lost in vain