For How Long

I wonder, for how long Did you know what would happen here Was it days, was it weeks, was it months Or was it maybe even a year I’m afraid to ask For I’m afraid to know But my curiosity Is burning me It is eating my heart To not know But I’m scared of the answer My uncertainty is my cancer I wonder, for how long Did you know what would happen here Was it days, was it weeks, was it months Or was it maybe even a year In the end, does it even matter The result is the same But I have so many unanswered questions Like do you ever think of me by my old name