Far from Heaven

No one truly has the answers, every day I struggle through it once more. Keep things bottled up, never speaking my mind, misinterpreted, I'm doing just fine. Every day I put a brave face on, serves me well, feeling helpless, facing it alone. Hard to tell that I can change who I am, how I feel, there's no end. I have done what you asked of me, leaves me nothing to live for. Coming undone, Way too high a price I should pay. You keep your pride while I die inside every day. No, I can't lie anymore, won't pretend I've done all I can. You can't imagine the Hell I'm going through, not asking you to save me. I'm too far from Heaven! Nothing you can do to change me but accept me as I am.