Fall on my Side

Tonight, I'm sore again to be the one not slain I'd reach a final step for all to be kept Aside from the borders. Aside from the meanders. Again I'd love to try and grieve, but no one to make me believe. That I could win this time. That all will be just fine. I'm too old to dwell again, I should not feel this pain. But my heart is racing and my eyes are blinking I cannot stop crying inside, inside. Inside, I'm broken, and my outside is opened And I like to watch it fall on my side.