Fall

Is it that time again? Put your jacket on It's pouring outside, summer is gone Time to deal with other problems Feeling deep, remaining silent Admiring colors as the wind blows So beautiful it brings out sorrow Catch the moment coz it won't last The little ghosts are coming back Here comes darkness, sooner everyday And the sky gets confused the time has come to stay inside With your monsters in your room Here comes boredom, roaming around Walking softly without shoes Making up stories, telling me lies Madness, daily abuse My self is not what it used to be My self is not what you want to see Brain decay, inner enemies Metldown, T.O.X.I.C. My self is not a peaceful place My self is not a graceful state Weird thoughts, soul injuries Mind fail, P.A.N.I.C. Marching on frozen dreams On thin ice of self esteem My heart is cold, I cannot feel Fall is here, death is near And my head is filled with random fears Each step leads to a dead end street Every corner, a horror scene My self is not... My self is not... My eyes begin to freeze My mouth starts to bleed I turn into a zombie I shall, I must, get out of this place before My self is not... My self is not... My body is so sore Right through the core Before I'm no more I should, I do, get out of this place before My self is not... My self is not...