Evil in a Closet

We were one in words, you finished my sentences. I can never attract tomorrow, it pushes me aside. I sink in waters deep, your presence kept me floating far from depths where secrets lie. Maybe in another lifetime I could be the first you meet. I once read a poem, held my breath but that moment's gone. First time I felt life somewhat hurts. I need an option, a reason, and some hope. Yell at me, I want to be your light that shines but my ground's shaking and I might fall. I wish that I could say, I wish I could be your evil, evil in a closet.