Drink You Filthy Pig

I know that it's killing me I know it warms Fill your gut I want it in my veins I want it burning my soul I want to be overwhelmed Drink it down loose control I want to be consumed I feel it killing me I can't control my fingers and hands As well as I could in my youth I remember first discovering it It gave me a confidence That I never felt before I let it be like my crutch It became my go to bias Every conversation I had I can't revert now My legs they hurt Doctors have told me I must stop It will destroy me God I can't wait I want to find it There on my grave Final fuck you To those who couldn't save