Doom

I'm not sure if i still hope to get a better life but every day is cutting my heart like a knife i can't ignore a thought that i will die and my mind will drown in endless void. is there other side? why should i wake up in misery with no point to go on but it's still a mystery what if i'll be gone i can't handle it shadows are draining life, i'm powerless i see eternal night and emptiness