Dismal

Hurt me I'm feeling empty Feeling like it's all rotting Insane The wound ain't clotting Best bet I had A heart worth stopping Relax I'm here to pump it The trigger Pull no punches A tunnel vision endless Disgust because wanted My pain Disguised as rage My rage Conceals the shame The wounded Old refrain I hate the way That it still stings The emptiness of us What can not be No trust We broke apart in rust And find ourselves Just lost in lust The love became too real You were too dead to feel My blindness I can't heal The cracks I cannot seal It flows through Our torrential Of our wasted potential I cannot make this simple It's ample, yet it's dismal I cannot make this simple It's ample, yet it's dismal I wish to heal my fear But would it be sincere If I knew how to fix all this Could you return the favor Cause it don't seem okay That I'm gonna be alright Who can I blame Every day feels worse Than darkest night In their act So highly suspect This paradox A train wreck A mind filled of the malice Revving Engines of your weaponizing Word play But stinging clever But still it's driving the wedge Into a state between us There's nothing to redeem us Relax I'm here to pump it The trigger Pull no punches A tunnel vision endless Disgust because wanted My pain Disguised as rage My rage Conceals the shame The wounded Old refrain I hate the way That it still stings The emptiness of us What can not be No trust We broke apart in rust And find ourselves Just lost in lust The love became too real You were too dead to feel My blindness I can't heal The cracks I cannot seal It flows through Our torrential Of our wasted potential I cannot make this simple It's ample, yet it's dismal I cannot make this simple It's ample, yet it's dismal Was it for the sake Of self preservation That you cast me away Cause I would Follow you home Wherever I could make you stay Love is hard to summate But the summit is too high So I sit here with only a question Wishing that we'd share the same sky But the lights Fade out like time The window closes For you and I It seems so difficult to imagine What it'd be like to go back in time And it seems difficult to imagine What it'd be like to go back in time When it was just you and I Was it for the sake of self-preservation That you cast me away Cause I would follow you home Wherever I could make you stay Love is hard to summate But the summit is too high So I sit here with only a question Wishing that we'd share the same sky But the lights fade out like time The window closes For you and I It seems so difficult to imagine What it'd be like to go back in time When it was just you and I