Disappear

In this lost and lonely place is where I call my home Four thick walls surrounding me I pay a heavy toll I'm pushing and pushing trying to claw my way back Wishing, wishing I could disappear just like that There is this voice inside my head turns from friend to foe When will all this madness stop neither of us knows How did I get this way how could I get this far Was this the master plan was it written in the stars For me to live my life as a pessimistic fool A superficial man the exception to the rule Mark your words and you will see the price That I have paid the cost of life the wounded soul Nothing ventured, nothing gained The hands have stopped out on the clock I'm on the astral plane The things I've done won't be forgot my image still remains