Dearly Departed

Its turns it through like I always knew You showed me more than I ever had thought At the end I will stand into the light The void inside the night calls me back to my own fight Will I wake up and meet you face to face again My departed friend or will I see you at the window Of the veil I wonder Did you recall a mortal coil It hurts It hurts like hell Chasm between you and me Friend I, friend I Hope I In the end, in the end It hurts, it hurts like hell I wish, do we meet again I hope, I hope I see, I see you inside the afterlife I remember the final phone call I told you to get help You're the one deteriorating Standing in the hospital room All the thoughts of myself How does the world take away Someone so fucking important to me It ripped my heart open Stop the pain again It never eases up I feel abandoned by you They say that life is eternal Forevermore And I know I will see you on the other side Of heavens door It hurts, it hurts like hell A chasm between you and I Friend I, friend I Hope I, hope I See you in the afterlife It hurts, it hurts like hell I wish, do we meet again I hope, I hope I see, I see you inside the Afterlife God let my angels die To question the final why It's hard for me to surmise All the life inside feels like I'm cast aside Why