Dark Thoughts

Today I woke up happy. There was something in the back of my mind. Creeping depression, manic and black. No way to get my happiness back. Dark Thoughts Misery Dark Thoughts Self pity Dark Thoughts There are no words Dark Thoughts There are no words No energy for suicide. I'm not that far gone. I'm caught in between. No solutions present themselves. Can't accept reality. I'm caught in between. Dull lingering feeling. Starting at the ceiling. Hum increases in my brain. Ringing in my ears Driving me