Crisis Linear

I need a way To never have experienced Such a separation Trust only in thee Belief makes me feel the empty That I cannot explain I'm tired and alone Holding on For all I'm holding for An ounce hope Holding on Holding out Holding on Full of doubt It's crushing me to feel this way The memories kill me Everytime I picture you Recall your words It's an open wound And I cannot seem to It's crushing me to feel this way The memories kill me Everytime I picture you Recall your words It's an open wound And I cannot seem to Cauterize the wound I'm drowning in Possibilities severed by indifference To a time we didn't mean to cut Like a suicide attempt with no intention Of the permanent after affects Just misguided perception In emotions We shouldn't be So close So far away I'm mourning you I'm missing you I will never be the same