Count to Ten and Don't Try to Die

Don't heal now / Don't fuck up now We need a synthesis of blood and sweat and semen and spit And we do not accept a fucking 'no' for an answer The fire is set, the limits are reached, the ingredients burning slowly No apology, no anesthesia, and keep your fucking eyes open wide "don't heal now, don't fuck up now, we have to see all, and we need you almost dead" Granting all life on earth has been a mistake / And we should all die or fucking burn at the stake I might be owned by science, but I shall not break / My fucking scissors in the eyes of all believers, for Jesus's sake Life is a curse / I need the remedy 1 (1) 2 (2) Count to ten and don't try to die / 3 (3) 4 (4) The prison you're in is a mean to an end 5 (5) 6 (6) Count to ten and don't give in now / 7 8 9 (9) We need the end to rhyme with 10, 10, 10, 10 Stairs of granite, I walk the path of the great ones The soil dies under my feet, I have been working on anyone's returns For life makes you crippled / death should be civil For it would be the most important, major moment in the life of people So I'm coming undone, I got nothing to hide No strings attached, I am not fucking obliged If I'm guilty of something, it's to be goddamn cursed and dead Hated by the living, by the dreaming wanting to strap me in a bed And dissect my brain alive, torch my insides alive Fucking my body apart to fucking pieces, alive And singing all prayers, there are no naysayers Their lord is a player, I'll shut his game over