Control

It seems as though I'm losing ground I finally feel so lost that I cannot be found I'm awaiting my sentence As life commences Into a state of debauchery Only now it's causing me insanity I sold my soul for your lies You cannot look me in the eyes There was never a way to win with you It must feel good to let me drown Only the memories haunt me Don't make a sound A state of disbelief and utter confusion perpetual Leaving holes where somewhat of a smile Would hang upon a lie I sold my soul for your lies You cannot look me in the eyes There was never a way to win with you I found myself inside the war I didn't ask for Worn away my callous Lives on in your heart